Again I am starting to feel overwhelmed. I have this gut wrenching knot in my lower stomach that is just waiting to overpower me and bring me down into the dark sickening abyss. Although Troy is doing well medically I cannot help but worry about what his future may hold. I am also worried about Caitlyn's future. If she cannot pull herself out of this rut & move on in the end it is going to affect Troy. No matter what I say to her or how much I plead it doesn't seem to matter. It just makes me so sad that she is throwing so much away over someone who isn't worthy of her. Oh how I wish my children could just learn by my life experiences in stead of going through the school of hard knocks. Enough of this it is not bringing me any peace like I thought putting it into writing would....SIGHS
Troy had his 2 month checkup with his pediatrician. He now weighs 11 lbs 13 ounces. They gave him 3 shots which made him rather miserable yesterday. Poor little guy. Tomorrow he returns to the endocrinologist to recheck his thyroid levels & we have another meeting with early intervention to put a plan into effect, as to how best to help Troy. So a lot is going on.
He continues to eat between 6-7 ounces of milk every 3-4 hours, and is sleeping through the night at least 1/2 of the time. He babbles & coos much to our delight and is happy when you talk to him. He can now stand up pretty good on his legs when he feels like doing so. He holds his neck up fairly well & has rolled on several occasions. He seems to be hitting his milestones so I am anxious to see what early intervention has to say regarding our boy. I am amazed every day by his accomplishments. I continue to take one day at a time without looking to far into the future as no-one seems to have the answers we so desperately seek. It seems like we have so many doctor appointments & so few answers. I continued to hold unto the Hope that we have through Jesus....that he will bring us through this.....
Patty
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